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Its like Richey Edwards said »outrage and boredom just go hand in hand”.
I hate feeling like this
Now i wanna break something, i feel like screaming and pulling hair from my head.. I really, really, dont want to cut myself anymore, but i do feel the strong urge to hurt myself, i guess its a way to escape from inner empty hole.
I feel lot of energy, but i dont know how to direct it, i wanna write, but i cat sit long at one place, i hate when im scattered like that.
I know in this state i am gonna act crazy on some way, im either gona say nonsense or do stupid things.
How do you deal with emptiness, boredom, do you know how to help yourself in that situation?
I hate feeling like this
Now i wanna break something, i feel like screaming and pulling hair from my head.. I really, really, dont want to cut myself anymore, but i do feel the strong urge to hurt myself, i guess its a way to escape from inner empty hole.
I feel lot of energy, but i dont know how to direct it, i wanna write, but i cat sit long at one place, i hate when im scattered like that.
I know in this state i am gonna act crazy on some way, im either gona say nonsense or do stupid things.
How do you deal with emptiness, boredom, do you know how to help yourself in that situation?
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Re: Emptiness persist
Thu, November 12, 2009 - 12:02 PMi too am a self injurer and it is not an easy task, the trying to abstain from the urge to cut. I enjoy reading poetry; or music; sometimes a good walk helps one calm down...or phone someone.if you would like, i can give you my cell number and you may call whenever you feel that you are about to do something destructive...xxxx -
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Re: Emptiness persist
Sun, November 15, 2009 - 6:27 AMI enjoy in activities you listed here too.Thank you for support and simply being there : )
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Re: Emptiness persist
Mon, November 16, 2009 - 12:45 PM
Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to talk to you again.
It comes and it gose, there is not much else to say.
Patrick
