Hello everyone...Ally...

topic posted Sun, June 29, 2008 - 1:04 AM by  Schirin
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I'm back! I've moved recently, and just got my Internet back yesterday, well, 2 days ago now since it's almost 1am. And then today, er, yesterday, I had to go get a router and what a pain in the @ss that was getting hooked up. Finally, I had to remove some viruses from my computer. So all that done, and mostly moved in now, so I hope to have a bit more time online. Kitties are happy they're in their new home and I went and got my foster bunny back from this woman who he kept biting because she had bad energy. He hasn't bitten me once!

Ally, I read some of your recent blogs and please darling, don't think that no one cares about you if they don't respond. Sometimes, people are just going through a lot themselves and either aren't online, or maybe just have nothing uplifting to say. It's nothing personal and you should not take it that you are not important. The whole world seems to be going through a lot of problems right now, but here in the States there is major major flooding in the midwest, prices on everything, gas, food, everything, is going up up up and I think a lot of people are scared and unhappy.

I try to keep in my mind, that it doesn't matter what is going on in the economy, who is president, or anything that others do to me...my trust is in God that He will take care of me and see me through each and every trying situation and he will use it to make me stronger...if I have faith and patience and love in my heart even for the lost and broken people who persecute me for no reason other than their own insecurities...and I have had profound experiences lately that I know this is true. Even seeing Him working in my life to snatch me from the edge of very scary situations, doesn't mean though that I don't still worry and get sad...but I keep trying to refocus on building my faith and it helps me, a lot. Just something for you to think about.

Best wishes,
Schirin
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Schirin
Los Angeles
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  • Re: Hello everyone...Ally...

    Sun, June 29, 2008 - 1:42 AM
    hey there my darling friend...so so good to hear from you, and to have you back 'in the family'...i missed you so much...thankyou for taking the time to read a few of my recent blogs...im doing better though...giving myself a chance to gain some spiitual grounding...and i feel it...

    So hows the new place? i hope things are all well...and give the bunny a cuddle from me, k?...post some pics of the little kitty family..

    Things are getting tough, its a semi- dark age thats slowly taking form I feel...and its alarming...everything from the price of food to petrol, to warfare....sanctions...etc....WHY O WHY O WHY O WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    but, at least we can be human together and struggle and survive and up hold eachother....hey Schirin, about that dream i had a while back, anything out of the ordinary happen in your social life?...besides the move etc...

    love u muchly xxx Ally
    • Re: Hello everyone...Ally...

      Sun, July 6, 2008 - 12:29 PM
      Hey Ally, sorry for the delayed reply.

      Everything has been moving along in my life. I have sifted through my friends and the ones that were not worth bringing with me on the next part of my journey have departed. Perhaps the dream you had foretold the losses of close friendships that brought me down these past 6 months, but it's better that they are gone.

      New place is good. Cats are enjoying living in a peaceful environment once again. Bunny is coming around...the doesn't grunt and lunge at me nearly as much but it's going to take a long time, if ever, for him to trust me. Cuddle him for you? Well, I'd just like to touch him first! He's been abused, and you know me, I always take in and love the abused. That means also everyone here!

      You asked me in another board (which I don't frequent) where "Schirin" came from. It's not my real name, but something that I found on the Internet many years ago. It was a description of a woman that was a nomad, and it seemed to come from one of those fantasy games, which I've never played. The physical description sounded like me, so I adopted the name. It actually started when I bellydanced, and everyone has a "stage" name (granted, I've not ever been on a stage...except in a nightclub!). So now you know.

      Hope you all had a peaceful holiday.
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  • Re: Hello everyone...Ally...

    Sun, July 6, 2008 - 2:58 PM
    Welcome back

    Patrick
    • hey schirin...

      Mon, July 7, 2008 - 12:49 AM
      how are you doing?..im alright...im glad to know that youre moving away from the friendships that harm..thats the only way to do it, and to preserve a strong spirit...stay that way, we need you here!

      Aw..so youve adopted a little kitty who was abused..how is kitty doing theses days?..any progress?..
      So, how is the new apartment and are you happy there?would be great to see more of you up here in the b.p.d tribe, its been such a long time since we last connected....ill email sometime..

      So, any new things happening in your life?..besides the drastic changes...hee hee...ive had a few transcitions myself, work, and living, friends and foe...im definately in a better space, but still clinging onto the bpd threads of entanglement...chat soon?>..hugs and all my love, your friend, Ally

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