Hey Serena, and thankyou for posting, a pleasure to have you join our tribe.

I will have a look at your blog soon and i do hope that you get the support you need here...

i am online daily if you do need a personal someone to chat to, im here, alongside of schirin, who i do reccommend u chat to if u feel need be, if im not online for whatever reason....

thanks for sharing..hoping to hear and listen to more of what u feel u would like to share...

all my love and light and blessings, Ally Rose

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Thanks for everyone's welcome. Sometimes its nice just to be heard. Even though I think I've made huge progress, as it is with BPD, my emotions go up and down all the time. Its good to know that this group is here for those times when its down.

Also, everyone feel free to ping/chat with me when I'm online. I'm currently looking for a job and doing some major redecorating with my apartment, but I will get on as much as I can. I also don't know tribe.net very well, so I'll see if there's other ways to connect when I'm not logged in.

Hope everyone is having a happy day.
Serena

i'm starting DBT now. i'm in a bad place because i've had a good therapist for a year and i've come to trust her, something not very easy for me. i haven't trusted one really since i had one who killed herself 20 years ago. in fact i stopped all therapies during those years. now i have to leave her for a year while i do this. they give me three new therapists and i go twice a week. i'm scared, it's like beginning all over again.

so please tell me this is really working for you. i'm old and i'm tired of being this way. this is my last resort. they are still not sure if i am BPD, PTSD, or both.